Death is a very scary thing to talk about, my grandaddy is dying of cancer and putting things into place is very hard to deal with, burial plots, wills, estate, and ect its very hard. I hate dealing with it but it must be done my mom is having a super hard time with it as she dealt with my Nana, cancer is going to take them both one colon, one bone.
I have been used to other people being sick but when its your family its very hard. Its like waiting on a time bomb and emotions you have never felt before come flooding in. Life in general is hard enough but this is out of my league I want to fix it and I can't all I can do is just pray that he can go peacefully and not be in pain. At least he has the comfort of seeing my Nana again in Heaven.
Just venting and getting things off my chest, have been super stressed and writing things out really helps.
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